I know the problem of fixation
I fixed onto my high school years
I created myths about those years
My myths created an unfulfilled past
My unfulfilled past distorted my present
I became a distortion of myself
I decided to revisit those years
I faced my high school past
My fixation began to let go
My myths began to fall apart
My distortion cleared up
I began to see myself
I started to be myself
I am myself