Am I Happy?

RH

A note from Dr. Hendrix

This poem chases a question that took me years to answer honestly — am I happy? — winding back through teasing girls until they left, my mother’s correction, and finding I was happier than I had realized. I wrote it because happiness is easy to miss when you are not clear what you are even looking for, and I had looked right past mine.

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Green Tea HP Report Am I Happy For years I didn’t know what happy was That’s because I wasn’t clear on what happy was What I was looking at was what I thought happy was But I found I was happier than I thought I was I loved to tease girls until they went away My mother said no more teasing If you don’t want them to go away I stopped for a while and they came around I found myself becoming attached to one or two But sometimes they would shed a tear or two After a while my mind went crazy too So I returned to teasing those two Then there was this new one I started teasing hard But I lost my desire to tease too hard She had the most beautiful voice I had ever heard I actually looked in her eyes and saw how soft they were One night I got lost finding where her home was And with that gentle voice she asked how I was I became fine when she asked how I was I fell in love with her There was no complexity there I married her And joked a little here and there But not enough to disrupt that gentle voice of hers