I know the problem of fixation

I fixed onto my high school years

I created myths about those years

My myths created an unfulfilled past

My unfulfilled past distorted my present

I became a distortion of myself

I decided to revisit those years

I faced my high school past

My fixation began to let go

My myths began to fall apart

My distortion cleared up

I began to see myself

I started to be myself

I am myself